Yet Another Sobering Reality of Life

Your the last person that I wanted to send this message to and I know how disappointed you will be. I argued with myself over and over again about telling you this. I finally had to face reality and I realize that there is no way around it. Some things in life you just have to face up to, no matter how
hard it is. If there was any way around it, I would take that course of action rather than hurt someone
who I care about, but there is not and I must say what I must. It was so painful for me to face up to this that I really considered going through a second party, but I thought what good would that do, in the end I would have to tell you anyway. Sometimes in life we have to sort of "man up" to reality, regardless of the consequences. I know that you know me well enough to understand that I would not hurt you intentionally and if their was any way around this, I would do it. You really should find a place to sit down and let this sink in and please don't email me and ask why or am I sure about this, but there is no such thing as an easter bunny.
There I've said it.

Sincerely, JJJ